Time is the expression of energy, and how it correlates to what truth will allow for us to do. We are the embodiment of time, speaks to the reality of being alive as a body called life; is directly proportional; to our composition of atoms. Or more distinctly: we are, as atoms have made for us to be. Because everything in time, is made up of atoms.
So while you contemplate the critical truth of what that means: the interrelationships of how we communicate with those atoms to form the limits and barriers or boundaries of what can and cannot be a human body; is fundamentally a discipline of order.
Which makes disciplines and order a function of what will become “peace or chaos” in the realities of our living as a life in time. Throughout my own life, discipline was paramount to keeping things in line. Because order directs life in the living that is most consistent with what we desire it to be. As respect for the realities involved will allow. Making truth the most consistent definition of a crossroads (we must make a choice); that we can find. So the critical construction of our destiny is then shaped by three primary things: desire/ truth/ and discipline. The consequence of that is: human to human, we choose in others the disciplines we admire most. As is: if you find your body to be “a great extension of life and living”/ then you will care for it with respect for the boundaries it creates, and the limits it desires; to be you.
Order is similar: because if you have not truth in your life, nor respect for the values living in this body creates: then you will fail to participate correctly, and find life has veered dramatically “off course”. Which means to be: as life intended for you to be.
That is not a human dimension; but elementally, a forecast of values, disciplines, love, and truth such as will sustain you without time to create the force of living.
WE ARE TIME, composed of atoms. But we are also LIFE, which means confined by truth to the essence of desire, as it relates to the dignity of what we respect as our living in the elegance of these miracles (we cannot make). Or more distinctly: “nature has a plan”. But freedom does as well/ and in time that is called want. Which makes want, the single most deadly disease of our lives. Because want is the freedom to rearrange life and living; in ways that are not disciplined to life, and will fail in eternity. So humanity screams: WE WILL BELIEVE whatever we WANT. And it is so, because freedom exists; and life as the owner; allows you to be what your truth identifies in you; without a disguise.
The problem with being human however is: “are you victim OR a truth of life unveiled”? Because the constant of want is: to make the others “play with me/ work with me/ listen to me/ select me as superior/ make me judge/ and so on. Which then aligns with manipulation, temptations, books, cults, wars, starvation, lust, propagation, lies, stealing, betrayal, terrorism, hate, violence, and more. As are the tools of human want, when navigating the choices of others; shall be mine/ not theirs.
LIFE CAN BE HARSH! To that end, it was my own fate to be caught in a long list of “this is human betrayal/ the cost of want on me”. Which did in fact provide the education I use to write this message of change or you will die; here in time. I cannot know, without at least being confronted with the realities/ even if I need not participate in the cost or consequences of the facts. Witness to the chaos is more than enough to understand, the construction of why.
Life can be harsh to you as well; in ten thousand ways of human behaviors; all governed by want. But among the most vile, are the young women confronted and stolen; to be sexual slaves to men. YOU have no right/ and eternity WILL remember. Even though “others did it before you/ this is still a decision YOU CHOSE to make”: ending their freedoms, and cursing their lives with your want. Shame on you.
Life can be harsh: some have everything want can provide/ while others have nothing but want, to soften the truth; of what human freedoms do. The critical choice is: to accept the limits and boundaries of what truth will decide/ and in human terms, when want has failed long enough: men will war. Shouting even death is better than this. None accept mutilation as “worth the price”/ only those who want “the attention, being used”; not to stop.
So we turn to the truth of life, and ask: if our understanding of existence, is the manipulation of atoms/ THEN WHAT is our understanding of life itself? The answer of want, turns to religion; and religion needing answers; turns to want; and ends with rules; as these are the only things we can truly depend upon; other than the stories which we connect to the rules. Universities are much less “intellectual”/ and offer: don’t be an ass, DON’T THINK; just use your body as an animal, and become what you are “predator or prey”. Letting WANT decide your game, and PRIDE decide your fate.
The conception of life and living however is not tied to human/ therefore it has nothing to do with want. But consists as the values of what truth can provide in this search for the happiness which can exist in love. Love shapes our destiny/ while hate contorts the future into chaos. These and what resides in between what is true: construct the consequences of an eternity.
So this life, and this living: is to determine what is true of you/ identifying what has value in you. And lives between the lines of “love OR hate”; as is your decision to want what you want/ or leave that behind to desire only “truth decides”/ not me. It is a creation of your own; that gives to eternity “your truth”. Which ultimately makes you the judge of who you are, as a living reveal of truth.
There are consequences to living however that are “bigger (more distinctive than want) than self”. As is the truth of a living world, that is dying; because of human wants. This CRITICAL reality of our existence/ this curse of human wants and failure to accept only truth can decide; ends with as for me. “asking in the spiritual world: what would female do/ to keep this world alive”. As men have failed, and will continue to fail; do to their “majority solution” is war; and its murder of life. A reality that I never would have chosen; for less than an entire world being lost.
That however do to: the spiritual world beyond self/ cannot function, on less than truth. While it was my intent NEVER to enter the female dimension; “but just ask a question”/ that was not the reality as has been explained! So the question is: “victim or truth of life”? My existence is not dependent upon your belief/ therefore your decision does not matter; at least to me.
What is true: is both victim (wasn’t a true choice_) and truth of life (it was a true choice____). Never intended to enter the female dimension/ but forced too. Never intended to let this world die without a true “end of the line” fight; to keep it alive. But that depends upon you; as human is both: the curse of death/ and the only hope of saving this planet from humanity itself. So the solution to keeping this world alive is human/ and since male cannot do that. The only solution to aid and abet the values of being alive; are female. Because men believe: KILL THEM, and we will never have to deal with this again. That of course has never been true; because men are men: same/ same. Religion, I chose to study: predicts a “new world”, ending in revelation. And if you can hear it: the entity given the opportunity to start that end of life on earth/ by making humanity recognize; anger (you are killing this world). By force. Was offered to me; but I have no use for violence; refusing what would only fail life. By turning to female instead as is the alternate beginning in chapter 12; a different way forward. As has been distributed to you: for your own dissemination to the world.
As for me: I have no clue what the future or eternity is going to be! Distinctly NOT male anymore/ but not true female either; leaves me without the necessary truths which make disciplines possible. Leaving order in limbo as well. Confronting respect with “I don’t know”; and basically shredding the spiritual world of ultimate truth; into a myriad of elements I cannot recognize. Its a quandary of conclusions without a basis in reality. SO I DON’T know “about me”? Simple as that/ complex as that, as well.
If we were to continue as life comes to examine the realities of living; the critical conception is: living is like a blanket to life/ the essence of what we see or hear is determined by how you hold the blanket, and where.
The important part however is: “explain life” to me? Which alters existence, by confronting it with truth. Therefore truth says of life: HOW, do I become “alive” (the living evidence of life itself)? Foundations say: when force breaks apart, it becomes an inherent description of environment. When force combines, it becomes the foundation value: that begins the search for life. Therefore the essence is: sourced from laws which govern truth.
