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I have spent a lifetime, faced with the reality: that humanity runs from their fears/ chooses belief to deny they have fears/ and obeys the herd, to trample and maim as their proof of courage. Hate uses that to manipulate, tempt, chase, steal, kill, betray, and terrorize; because it works. While love intentionally says: life is better, when you do not fear/ beyond what is critical. Our choice is simple: to elevate truth, so that it can protect us with law. Or deny that truth, to let fear decide what our future will be. And the people say: WANT is better, because the only thing important in this life is me, and what I want. A betrayal to life itself, as is more important than you. Life on earth cannot survive your hate/ cannot survive your want/ cannot survive overpopulated with humans/ cannot survive “university knows” or the power of politicians to remove truth, and control pride. Which means the herd is dead, and walking to its grave. Because fear, nor its beliefs or obedience; will not help. Truth creates life and sustains it. Which means: only truth will keep us all alive/ we are too many people, for any other way. To fear death is to fear life; because they are inseparable: time ends. But life is not so simple as is time “the distance traveled with energy”. Life is the journey we travel with truth, and it is truth that gives us life, not time.

What is, or is not true: is fundamentally “your own choice”.

It is intimately true of you: that want is a death cry, how humanity hides from its fear. To believe that want will be enough, to make fear go away. Consequently the greater the want, the greater the fear, the greater the obedience to believe want is the solution. But that has failed, with too many people for nature to override; and a long list of Satanic incursions from “university knows”: reality now decides, because your fear is irrelevant. Life or death of our world takes control away from hate. It is: the last days of a choice, to accept truth rather than want. To choose for life rather than death. To at least try not to cannibalize the children further. But fear blockades the truth, and want ridicules life; by claiming “I am all I need”. It is not so.

The same is true of me: that I cannot do, what I am not allowed to do; because life decides rather than me. And believe it or not: we all need life (the living part), or we die, as time itself will end. But it is not want; because truth decides for me. Or in more intimate terms; having entered into the spiritual world of female (just to ask a question); now, she decides, good/ bad/ or indifferent. Life says: “female, will decide now”. There is no purpose in fear, or belief, or obedience; truth decides. You cannot evade your truth either; because life on earth has changed: we are so many people, nobody lives, if we don’t all accept: what is true will decide, so that we can all survive. I too; must accept what is true. Life, is not a game; and choices end, when your time: “I”, is removed. “a thousand things shout fear this”; but truth will scream back: STOP THIS, or your world will die.

“the choice is yours”. But like me, in so many ways; that choice will end. Reality however has made “me/ into we”; so its different! “traded places”, in the living of time. Believe it or not.

I did; what I could. The true complexity is more than you can accept. Because it is not what you believe life or eternity should be. No, it will not be whatever you want, controls everything. Simple as that! Love shouts: that life for all, is more important than life for one; and it is true. Therefore love decides, and life must accept: what is ultimately, the needs of a living world versus costs of being wrong; as is, a dead world. The spiritual world is “only truth decides”/ or you are evicted. Consequently, I have no say. IT IS, more complicated than you imagine. BUT, fighting for choice, has left me with none; so ten thousand “no you can’t” later;  I can only hope. “so, I write”.

NONTHELESS, in a world “without a brain”/ blockades are everywhere/ taxation is extreme: to deny the fact: that humanity can make its own decisions. Governments, religions, courts, education, everything: is formed by people certain they can make better decisions even for your own life/ than can you. The universities are particularly bad at that; their curse on us all; has turned Satanic/ media is the propagation arm of universities; and they insist that universities are the superior ones (as the devils henchmen do). But reality proves they are not superior, “by all these threats”/ reality proves the only solution of government is to steal your money with crimes. Religion offers “whatever you want” to universities; as is evolution is our god too/ media is owned by the highest payer/ education is long been the cult creators of an enslaved people. And you believe: “stuff, the result of pride”/ is better than people or life. Because the end result of it is: humanity does know, it is threatened with extinction; in countless ways/ so they hide in want, to retreat from thinking about what is true.

The constant fantasy and delusion “of universities lead”; are evident in countless ways. Nothing more direct than the endless media entertainment of “little girls defeat big warrior men”: it is not so. But what is true is: that law overrules time, and law is far stronger than human existence. So the law is used to create peace, and enforce justice/ not “the wars/ or the pride, of men”. Stop being suckers and idiots led to slaughter: by the fool of human deceit, and imagination: called universities. THROW THEM OUT; and choose law: that we will make for ourselves/ by our vote.

And the world says: “WE BELIEVE WHAT WE BELIEVE; because we all decided that was true enough; for what we want”! Because want lets us forget, about what we fear. The one certainty of “a believer” is: when you force them into the truth, and they lose their belief: THEY WILL hate you for it; and scramble back into their belief/ but the door is open now, and it cannot be closed.

The reality of it is simple: the believer escapes their fear by belief/ and without that blanket to cover their fears: they choose hate instead, for whoever took the blanket away. The blockade is real; because so is the fear of a thousand things “want, pride, and power” do not want to lose. But the reality is simple too: this world has changed by all the humanity now living on it/ and there is no future for any of us: unless we do let truth decide what our reality can now be. “simple and plain”.

It is however also true: that pride, power, and want will use whatever they can/ to dissuade you from being true to life and world. Or they cannot scream: “LISTEN TO ME/ etc”.

Belief means: I have made my decision/ and need not care anymore: that decision, is over. But in this world of fantasy, delusion, and imagination courtesy of the cult called universities: your belief is that they all agree on what is true. But in reality it is “like the FDA”/ only a very tiny few decide what is true, and all the rest agree: so they can remain “part of the group”. There is no agreement: only as with all diploma: “memorize/ mimic/ and repeat”. Your belief: has no security/ only arrogance, apathy, disrespect; and people who believe they can be god! To your shame.

IT IS, an intimate secret: that life is not “a self”/ but a path beyond time into the dimensions we create as our truth. Making truth itself is: the definition of life, and the ascent of a path into that truth; creates the destiny we seek/ or the descent into chaos; which is away from truth. The environmental difference is: life expands into a universal conception of order/ or death isolates with the consequences of fate; by becoming ever deeper defined by the casket that constructs/ confines self (nothing matters but me). Discipline states: the spiritual environment, belongs only to truth, and it is within that truth that life becomes sorted for purity and its purpose. Which then becomes the essence of who you are/ because truth cannot be, what it is not. But there is a caveat: in that freedom allows, we may choose to open the door into individual truth, by trusting wisdom to set us free. Truth is an environment of law: and law is the balance of what can be sustained/ versus the reality of what cannot be allowed to remain. What is true constructs time, as a beginning and the end of choice. Therefore choice is self, and self is the understanding of purpose, in a dimension of doubt. Or more simply, the values given to yourself; are the essence of your life: even if they are not true/ it is “you”. What is true however lets us change to become: what we do desire most from living.

So the critical question confronting every life is: WHAT do you desire most? Reality describes life in time, as either “your purpose is love or hate”! Because what is, in the middle of that; is not true to either form of direction/ and will not survive beyond time: it is a violation of law. Because the universe of existence requires that you are to be: “alive or dead/ and not in between”.

Love is not a decision, “because we care”. Love is a purpose beyond the identity of self, where the heart (the rhythms of my soul) says; I see in you, the destiny of life itself, the place where we both come ALIVE inside; as the barriers are removed in truth, by trust. Love is where the heart of existence itself (to survive as life, beyond death), remains in your soul. The GOD OF LIFE    alone; grants soul.

soul is”; the ascension of truth/ and you must earn it, “to inhabit it, as life”.   Beyond truth: “is life”. the place, where eternity begins.

Respect, “lifts the heart”, it is a lesson all should learn and accept as true. Because the rhythms and the realities, of life and trust matter. It is a life, with endless distractions; some demanding/ some not. But love makes it valued, truth makes it disciplined, order shapes the living, and what we balance as our contributions to each other; form the home we do share. No, my life is not an example of that “greatly”; as it was always my decision: this world must come first. Threats are too severe.

Desire forms the foundation of your truth: the critical anchor of your soul. To be love, searches for life/ because only life shared can be loved/ only living with care, can be truth. Hate is neither of these, and ends with chaos. Therefore only love matters to life; and it is love that decides where you belong in the eternal realities of what is true. But there is a caveat to that: as with me, defining what is most important: becomes your truth. In terms of this world: that became, after a ten year search “men cannot save this world”/ and that leaves only women to try. So I searched for, and found the different dimension that is female; “just to ask a question”/ but cannot leave, because there is no wisdom in male; to find “a female truth”. Its complicated; and I have no clue at all, about how this ends for me. Nonetheless, truth is truth, and it cannot be violated unless extinction has entered the concept of where this future for life on earth will go. So, it appears that “male has joined female; as one life, balanced for this world”; with female in charge

: because like it or not, on this earth we will all live or die together. No difference: Respect demands it, “for life and world”; women should try, because men have failed life and world. Because this CREATION of life and existence greatly exceeds the value of human. Because this earth is far more important than gender truths (the disciplines of force), will allow. We are joined: “for life or death”.

Life is ultimately truth, because truth survives by the law it creates and identifies with thought. Therefore thought is the living of that life, within the boundaries and limits of what the law of our existence, will allow. Thought is the “ultimate freedom”; as it can and does travel “wherever it will go”. But as with all things: unless you accept limits and boundaries here as well: these freedoms can end in chaos for you. Even with love as your friend. Because the living is up to you. Every foundation of feeling, every touch, every desire is formed through thought; because it is the definition of your way.

While these are not excepts of the book offered for sale/ it is a description of environmental construction, that allows for the depth of distinction to be analyzed for value.

But in a world dedicated to the games men play; as is the truth of war. Which establish the foundation for all behaviors that have no value: “fool, failure, liar, thief, cheat, whore, traitor, terrorist, tragedy, mutilator, Satan and all the things “university knows/ and leads to HELL”. What is critical becomes: what if anything, will women do? Because they have adapted to the games; and conspire to increase the cost of men/ by adding manipulation, temptations, lies, theft, cheating, and more to their own distinction of living in time. So the question remains: is this a world worth saving/ or not? Because it is “human alive” that has value/ but they are surrounded by “the animals of time”/ and its thirst for war. LETS PLAY: “I will take everything you got”/ and if you don’t fight, I will enslave and do worse; as is the history of men; “beast”/ rather than truth.

In the intimate world: the critical path is self defeats truth; to achieve animal. Pride is the proof of self, rather than humanity. It leads to judgment, and takes control over want; to become the variables of arrogance, apathy, and disrespect. The chaos of a life defeated by truth. Hate then enters as “your proof” of superiority/ as claims the predator is greater than the prey. Even though without both, neither will survive; because overpopulation kills/ by the destruction of an entire planet; as the human animal proves true. Because want rules pride/ just as pride rules want; and judgment rules both with the tyranny of rules. Which makes all the behavior, without value: the “trademark”; of a human animal.

So we ask: WHY does want remove truth? The answer is: “play with me/ listen to me/ worship me as the superior one/ obey what I say/ do what I want/ fear me/ “love me”; and more. Because I want EVERYTHING to be only mine; so that I can give you, whatever I want you to have; so long as it is not more valued than mine. The child refused to grow up.

So we ask: WHY do male and female fail each other? Answer: because want interferes with truth; and the life people want to be as self/ cannot accept the limits and boundaries of what love can do. Which is to intensify intimacy, and make it real. But that is a threat to self, and humanity trains itself to beware of all threats to self. Or more distinctly love moves the boundary, and restricts the limits to our lives are one/ not just you or me. Whereas hate offers: “you can have both love and hate so that the others fear you”/ if you just live “In the middle”. But that too is a lie; because love and hate are complete opposites, and they never travel together beyond this world. So love requires you to evict hate, even in this world: to achieve a purity that will bond male and female as one. But if one or the other fails to trust this bridge between souls: it will fail/ and there will be heartbreak (I lost, what was value in me). Because the other did not return that love you gave.

Love is a gift, and there is no greater respect for life or living; than the love we share. The consequence of that is: where truth resides, love is considered to be: the greatest treasure of all. But humanity cries and says; I LOST, BECAUSE I loved. Yet you cannot gain anything; unless you do love/ and the thieves, liars, and fools show up to steal whatever they can: by taking what does have value in you. So being human is a life surrounded by threats; which must be tolerated in the journey to find what is true of you. Love must be given to GOD OUR CREATOR first/ so that it is not lost beyond the limit that retains our own life. The boundaries we implement as our own protection evade that love; because it is costly to be wrong. So people turn to leaders “so they can blame you if you are wrong”/ claiming: its not my fault! Even though this was your choice.

Hate hides in the shadows; always there, but only visible if you face the darkness (of want_) rather than the light (of truth). So we ask: WHAT is the significance of “light versus dark”? The answer being: with light a journey forms, and a destiny is realized. In contrast with darkness there is only self, and it has no journey, because there is no concept of what reality demands is true. But hate accepts that darkness; as an invitation: to be a predator/ proving “I am the superior one”/ as I take what has value to you. The way of men who live to be animals.

In contrast light opens the door “to a universe” beyond self; and to achieve value: we must search for what can become true of life, beyond self. That then becomes the search into what is thought; as then becomes the eternity of what is truth.

Intimate means: to be identified only, when life steps out into the light. Or more distinctly, it is where truth becomes more defined by these values or realities of our existence. Lies hide that truth from view: so that manipulation, or some form of temptation, comes forward instead. Female is then more hidden than male; although both hide from: presenting the view of what is true. Because the end result of that is: humanity makes a decision: to love or hate/ wherever they find a difference the majority are unwilling or unable to accept. Or in contrast, wherever they find a difference, they do accept by following that lead to life, beyond what they have done.

Being visible then presents: a foundation for war in some/ and a demand to lead by others. NEITHER is an acceptable result of this work: which REQUIRES that you do think for yourself. Or more distinctly: in order to inherit an eternal life, it is you that must present your truth to GOD / no one can do so for you. It is you, that presents what mercy can accept. OR, it is you that failed life, and will vanish forever. OR, if hate is what you chose/ then war is what you get: with a universe, of energy; that will never care.

So we examine what is true: to identify what is real, and become aware; that the reality of all life is discovered in love. As what the universe allows for us to share/ because that love is the destiny of our care; shining as if by light; through the respect for values in the law of life itself.

Loneliness (the result of hate, “in you or them”) teaches: isolated as self, has no joy! Love teaches: created by our trust in each other, we become ALIVE in the grace of true happiness, as is our gift to each other. True even of GOD , because love is the gift of our lives, to us. While time is the gift of our truth to eternity: for those who survive. While it may not seem to be kind; just as predator and prey seem not to be kind: their reality is, being aware of life, is better than “just eating or other excuses” to let time be your god. BEING FREE, is not a friend. But being free within the boundaries and limits of what identifies itself as a friend, as is the law of life over death; gives us the decision to join where love can go/ or not, as is your own gift to eternity: a choice that is you did this. Therefore “alive or dead” beyond this time: is what you chose. There is no greater freedom than that, and it is freedom that surrenders the basic need for happiness to ourselves. Or more distinctly: to be happy, is to recognize, “I am alive inside/ where miracles define me”. The respect entitled to those who understand: what we have been given, is more than we can ever repay. Just consider your eyes, ears, motion, smell, taste, touch, speech,  feelings, emotions, body, sex, or health. Just consider the truth of complexity no human can touch. Until they achieve “Satan” on earth/ as is: they can destroy life now. The catastrophe, of who you are: today.

So the message is change or die/ because your world cannot continue as it is: the evidence is clear; extinction is near.

As to me, I have searched beyond time, where only the purity of truth can go; to establish the critical means of survival beyond time. A reality that lives very close to “the boundary lines of life or death”. But I have survived, and I have delivered the message: truth does not lie/ investigate and prove the cost of being wrong. It is your own evidence/ not mine: that condemns what you do. The mark of Satan is: the claim “we can be our own gods”/ when in fact; that is absolutely untrue. Unless it is as a destroyer of this world.

Intimacy revealed: is, the best and the worst of that journey, was opening the spiritual door to female. What I absolutely needed to continue, was balance she provided. But to my surprise; it is male that seems to be lost now; perhaps forever. Not a game, truth does not welcome things which are clearly “impure for this environment”; its complicated. But apparently necessary, due to your failures.

Had it not been for you: my life would have been VERY different. But nobody is exempt from “fighting for this world and all its life”/ because you will go extinct or change. Therefore worth the price; regardless how it turns out/ as I would never just walk away, “like you”. Or discard respect; as is evolution/ to play gods with horrors, tragedies, and chaos; as created by people/ the cost of being WRONG.

I have been withheld from all things; for this work. So I do search for freedoms. Having done all that can be done: by male/ it is my hope, something is left.

I am neither enemy or friend; leader or not; religious anything; or whatever. I am a messenger (believe it or not) sent to tell humanity: if you do not change, from arrogance, apathy, and disrespect for all that life is.   YOU:  will have chosen extinction instead of life for this earth. The summary of all/ is the reality of this world to come/ by your choices.  YOU are the enemy or friend/ you are the leader or law/ you are “want or truth decides”; by your own choice/ you are the cause of extinction, or not!     CHOOSE.

Life says to me: that because I do not wish to “watch your extinction”/ if I die, killed or no; that will be a sign of what is to come. If however I live and am joined by women fighting for this world; WITH LAW/ as is the weapon of women. And with men who declare “let the law rule us”. Then the struggle to survive: for you; is a sign of value to be achieved. As for me: I know not, what your future or mine; will be/ other than by what the evidence will prove as true. The choice is yours. It is not my prediction, as I don’t know. It is not even my life: as the spiritual world of female: “took control”. Because life itself is a path into truth; we can walk it together, beyond this world. Or because I live in time; everything can be changed: or not? No clue at all. Completely lost: because the truth of male or female no longer is defined. Its complicated!

SO THAT IT IS CLEAR: gender is not tied to truth/ BUT FORCE IS, and only the GOD of all CREATION can change that force in you. It is not a choice, it is not a freedom, or a decision that you can make. It is a law of existence: the same as a force that pulls/ is NOT the same as a force that pushes; they are purely different. Only a “miracle of change [NO known realities of change exist]” can redirect force/ no prayer will help you change or stop what is true. What does exist/ or GOD himself: will decide: all the parts and pieces exhibit proof.

Which leads us to true happiness, the acceptance of values, that replace truth with life. Being alive; is to search and find: that love is the answer to loneliness/ it is the destiny of all thought which breathes life into our soul. Love: the expression and experience of a partnership born in truth, which achieves trust and keeps it pure as it can be kept. Grants passage: “into the family of GOD “! it is your contribution to “HIS LIFE”; no greater respect can be found. No greater love, can be experienced or expressed; as is this dimension of soul.

The message is now complete: male is completely done. What you do/ or choose not to do: is your own decision. the history of “the majority of men” is proven true; it will be war. Which leaves female in charge of saving this planet from evicting all life.

The question left is: “what will female do”? Reality does not let me understand, or conceive of the possibilities. They will decide for themselves/ however best they can. The element of life or death: as depicted by the evidence is real. The cost of not doing anything is horrific, and will become HELL; which cannot be turned back. Resources of all kinds will fail, and humanity will war.

So the term: NOW OR NEVER is real as well. Because even though you are not at catastrophic levels yet/ it is not far away. Even now: it will be hard to rebuild a life that will survive what humanity has done. Consequently “this is no game”. The cost of being wrong; will be extinction. SO, I will help, if I am asked: by those who are representing at least the possibility of OUR LAW: WILL LEAD US NOW.. taking away power, ending pride, and recognizing that want is not enough: to keep 8+ billion people growing at roughly one hundred million more mouths to feed each year. No water/ not food/ no peace/ no value to living: only war: is coming soon. Choose better, or it will be too late to stop.

And humanity all say: “we will just go get more/ we will just move to where it is better/ we will just rebuild what men destroy/ nothing can stop us all; and we will NEVER believe this world will die”. But it is a finite planet, and men have already tromped upon it “everywhere”; to rape/ ravage/ ruin/ discard/ and destroy as they always do. Taking whatever they wanted, without the slightest regard for anything else; living or not. ON THIS FINITE PLANET, where resources are thrown in the garbage by the quadrillion ton. A FINITE PLANET; where humanity has already invaded every location that supports life; killing its nature almost entirely. A FINITE PLANET, where men fail themselves constantly, and the raw resources to rebuild or continue what you are doing: will end/ because they did not care. A HORRIFYING HUMANITY, GROWING beyond all possibility of survival, for life or world: on this FINITE EARTH. A horrifying “university grown” catastrophe; of injecting chaos into nature/ creating and releasing weapons of mass destruction; as with covid/ trying to ignite a nuclear fire “just like the sun” (same/ same). Not a brain cell among them all; as is evidenced by evolution; the cult religion of university knows. Crucifying life/ mutilating body/ threatening extinction; in real world terms of truth and its consequences. They play god: but can only be SATAN (as means; death to the world itself). This world can easily die/ and unless we do try to save it: the end is near for us all.

Because what you believe has no value whatsoever. Only what is true shall decide. And the evidence all points to extinction. Which means: CHANGE OR DIE. Realizing “its a man’s world”/ who gave the universities superiority to decide: what we are left with is, “let women try”/ as a majority making a decision for law: they can’t do worse!

Life, says to me: there is no escape, from the choice I made to open the door to female truth; {searching for an answer: WHAT would women do? after a ten year search proving men will war; there is no hope} they now, own my world/ because it is their world. And I have broken the law that rules their world; as is no male allowed [even though I was pushed, and never intended to enter]. Regardless: The consequence of that; is overwhelming. Which does mean: the spiritual world is far more complex, than any human can define. I did the best I could. You do have an understanding that far exceeds what has been. But if you say, “now I know”/ you will be wrong: because simple choices are fraught with possibilities that cannot be refined. I therefore caution you to prepare for the inevitable; by understanding ONLY TRUTH decides/ but only love earns the value “greatest of all treasures”. Do as “the prayer of JESUS” suggests: “judge not/ lest you be judged”! Because mercy is limited, and the cost of being wrong; is truly beyond your grasp.

Even so: it remains my truth, I could not have completed this work; “without the spiritual woman” who joined me, with hope/ balanced me with truth of law/ and kept me fighting against: “death of a world; that continues to believe it can play god”. That fact, of finishing my work; is worth more, than what it costs. As always, “I did the best I could do/ even if you believe you could have done better”. It was the best I did do/ and that is literally “all I got”. Did you, actually do anything of value? She continues to insist “I WILL learn”, what it means to trade places. And I continue to believe this cannot turn out well, for me. But I have no clue. She is female; a world that does not let me understand. And everything male just keeps disappearing “forever”. Its complicated.

And the world says: NOTHING you can say, will make us believe that we can enforce any law on our leaders/ they have an army, in both rules and weapons to protect them. We are helpless and hopeless; they have control.

Truth however reminds you: that a dead world offers you nothing/ and a world at war, takes everything away, leaving you only with death. While mutilating nature, can only result in tears; or if they are allowed to ignite a nuclear fire; IT WILL be as predicted, “just like the sun”; here.

THE LAW is what we all accept to be in our own best interest as a society of people joined in time; with what we need or desire for our lives to be. HOW is that wrong? Helpless means: we have no defenses to protect us from our grief or fears. Yet redress of grievances; is democracy unleashed, to be your “beast”; against those who lead: because it is constitutional law/ or they commit treason. Hopeless is the day, when nothing we can choose will matter anymore: it is a death march for our world: time has run out/ your decision is required.

I am not your leader; because that is easy, and easy is why you face extinction.

What I can do; is help women create an understanding, for whatever law they would choose/ and men would accept: “for a new world order”. That would include world law, not leaders, weapons, or great armies. That would include “limited capitalism”; so we can all share/ and nobody can raise an army of size against us all. It is enough: to build a start. It is enough, to create a hope. But only you can respond with truth; or it all goes away forever, as you sink into the sewer of “university knows”; as did lead us all here.

To understand THE AUTHORITY OF GOVERNMENT BETTER; in this USA. I remind each one: this is our constitution/ therefore our decision decides what it does or does not say. This is our law of government through the constitution; defining democracy as our right to own this nation called WE THE PEOPLE choose here. This is our courtroom, and every judge, and every politician or police or military employee: is our employee. Because we are the owners here.

NO YOU DON’T get to take over government by force. YES YOU DO get to direct our government through the law that is redress of grievances. Or in more distinct language: the purpose of redress is to GIVE BACK POWER TO THE PEOPLE! When they decide it is time to investigate and determine if these employees; have kept their oath of office to us. WE ARE THE OWNERS, WHICH MEANS WE ARE THE JUDGE OVER OUR EMPLOYEES OF GOVERNMENT; who swore to us, that they would obey our choices; contractually declared, as our constitution.

DEMOCRACY MEANS: OUR GOVERNMENT/ BY OUR LAWS!

REDRESS MEANS: our employees are investigated/ because we the majority believe, they have went too far; from what they did swear to do. As is treason, if we so choose.

For that cause and more: POWER AND PRIDE, will stand against you/ impeding you/ lying to you/ while trying to make you fear, in any form of propaganda they can. But LAW IS LAW, and it cannot be discarded: because truth declares, “it is, what it is”. So obey the law, investigate as the law allows, and choose the future you can survive. As is your right. Because only tyrants use rules to command; the law does not matter.

BUT bear this in mind: that a constitutional contract defined for all the people over 200 years ago/ needs repair. A prime example of that is: the presidential election/ your vote does not count. The electoral college decides. Disciplines create order, and order identifies the laws we need.

WISDOM would dictate: “traitors and failures, and liars, and thieves should not lead/ terrorists and criminals and mutilators and cult worship should not teach/ murderers and war machines, and weapons of mass destruction/ should not create or tear down society or its future. The resources; are nearly gone, the future is dead/ the planet is dying/ everything is being assassinated by an overpopulated world; with humanity multiplying like “cockroaches”; to overcome housing, water supplies, pollution and poisons and riots all screaming we want more! And the best you got; are leaders continually telling you: vote for me, I will do more; by spending money that does not exist; in an all-out effort to create HELL for all life on earth. No truth needed, only lies and fraud.

Leaving life with one truth: ONLY BY LAW WE CREATE FOR OURSELVES; will we all survive. Because anything less will be war and extinction. TRUTH DECIDES, not your want. Because want is dead; you took too much, and nature, nor world: cannot survive you as you are.

Which means: CHANGE [MANY THINGS] OR DIE AS A PLANET!

Because what you believe is worthless. RESOURCES MAKE LIFE AND WORK POSSIBLE! YOU THREW THEM IN THE GARBAGE, TO SCREAM  MORE, “WE WILL JUST GO GET MORE”; on this very finite (ain’t no more) world.   SHIT HEAD, worm eaten university cult worshiper;      WAKE UP, to the plague of university leadership;   because HELL IS COMING!

Truth, by its reality of evidence: TO SURVIVE!       or, it will be death!    CHOOSE.

In contrast to your failures and disease of “Imagination is all we need/ to HELL with the consequences of what we do”. A university taught delusion; multiplied by media; and funded by thieves, traitors, and terrorists in government.

Life of the majority is: In a world; that only wants what it wants, and will steal, cheat, lie, murder, or do whatever it does; to war against being alive; by enslaving each other…..and cursing this world. What you are, or are not willing to believe: stands in front of everything you do; forcing a decision, or run away! Consequently it is belief most tragic to this world; not of religion/ but of what you want, how you believe pride will affect your life; and whether power is attainable, or not. You believe the universities “are god”; because they gave you what you wanted. But in their delusions, the fantasy of their failures: THE CONSEQUENCES of what they did do; were discarded in the mountains of trash they created; with you. Earth is not “an imaginary place; where their imagination changes everything;” as is the university claim. Earth is a reality of truths, each with consequences that will not be disobeyed without a cost. Humanity discarded and disrespected all those costs: chose evolution (the sludge of human sewage) as its god!  Making life itself, as well as planet:  face extinction. “not a game”/ as media demands. Shame on you/ killing your own children, by what you do. “eternity” will remember.

What you believe: closes the door on human life, shutting people out, or whatever it is; true or false does not matter/ evidence does not matter/ realities do not matter; because what you believe lets you judge: “I decide”. The foundation for every deceit known to human life. Which is why religion is both good and bad: offering the beliefs of what death will be, and how life arose; gives none judgment, because it cannot be proven. While the zealot is certain: it is proven, and therefore they are judge over you. Belief is a terrible thing; while it can give you comfort in the concepts of death: only what is true, will decide your fate or destiny as love or hate; proves to be your choice. The liars will say: “they know”/ the thieves will say; “you don’t know”/ the traitors will prove; “I or we: don’t care”/ the terrorists constantly scream, “I am god (one way or another)”. The politician shouts (its mine all mine, and I can do what I want)/ while media screams: listen to me, “I am god too”. Each basing their delusions on belief cannot be wrong; as is the mind of a herd.

As it is with every “living thing”; this world of life can die! Because the universities have enabled realities which life and world cannot turn back. Threatening/ wanting: to kill life on earth to prove they can take it all away; as is war, a constant of men. Each demanding to prove “yes I can (living to shout: you can’t stop me)”; without the slightest regard for the consequences of what that truly means. Failures from the beginning; because want is more important than life/ pride is more important than reality/ power is the fear that proves; you cannot defeat me. But none of that is happiness, or a life worth living; or a future; it is “only hell”, and the consequence called extinction; is coming.   While every politician says:   ALL WE NEED IS NUMBERS, money be damned; they are too stupid to realize: their children are dead.

My truth is: that life has joined me, to the spiritual woman inside. No, it is not belief; but by the evidence of my own reality. Leaving behind the claim that what I do for my own survival matters. Discarding now, the claim “I can go back to what I was”; it is not so.  To become whatever it is the spiritual world {of life, love, truth, trust, hope, disciplines, order, balance, respect, heart, soul, and its value} demands; is now my world too. Everything else seems essentially gone. What that means; I don’t know? But it is clear; life has changed. Not a game/ not a gimmick/ not a claim; simply changed. No clue how it ends.

Or more simply: I have stopped trying to live my life, and have joined in hers; whatever that is to be, we will be doing it together; she is in charge? I have no clue; “is this marriage (our lives, our truth; has been joined, as one life, our time; we share)”? Roles reversed/ or, male discarded? Nope, still no clue, at all? What is intimately clear is: after 19 yeas of nearly constant “fighting with my tits” over control; I give up. “its complicated/ but that is simple, and you do understand the basic meaning of it”. You will laugh and ridicule, gossip and degrade, as always: but the end result is, you face extinction of life on earth; as the evidence does prove true. While eternity waits for me; I know not how long?   I can,  tell you true, “never would I have guessed/ still no clue, WHAT eternity will be”? The law of this, seems to have stopped; purity invaded by me? Female knows, I do not!  Life is complicated/ time is not.

When my nine month old nephew died: I gave to him a large portion of my spiritual identity (as is aided by love), as he had no opportunity to create his own, distinct “law of life”. Perhaps that is how “the door opened”; but I have no clue. Things change; because time enforces our choice. Mine was never female; but if you give away what is male: does that bring you back to where creation once began? Force does not allow for change. Change requires finding where force began. I have no clue?

DO understand this:  that love is a gift, and unless it is, or can be returned: you will never get that love back/ and must recreate what is lost. SUSTAIN in you:   ONLY     GOD    may have the very best of me.

What is: the critical difference between us? “you, are believers, in whatever you want your truth to be”/ I am not! I require the search to identify what can be proven as true, by the reality of the evidence; not the cost of want, pride or power. Making me; the opposite of the vast majority. Even so, as to spiritual things: what has been proven to me is true. But what I don’t understand, as is most things of my life/ my truth; in this day; cannot be determined until it is clarified by the evidence of laws that cannot be undone. I don’t know: what is ultimately true of me, anymore?

Which deliberately means: you don’t know what is ultimately true of me either: we are both “without a clue”. Waiting for whatever will be true.

So the conclusion is: that while I have defined a tiny elemental knowledge of life beyond death; no time here! The understanding of all that eternity can be is missing; and will remain so, “most likely” until time is gone. It is my thought that it will help those who do not live within want, pride, or power; as their only description of life or living: but only you can decide what is true.

I for my part: intend to continue the search for life beyond time. As that is personal; it need not include you, as is the reality of my own existence. I cannot save you/ nor can you save me: but it is our own truth that will decide; if destiny exists.

Life is a path, that only truth can survive/ but it is a path created by thought, and where you desire that thought to go! Consequently, the foundation of eternal life; is committed to what is true in you. Destiny exists because you chose it; but love exists, only because another life made that possible for you. GOD made that possible for you/ and JESUS made the choice “visually clear”; so that you would not misunderstand the choice you will make.

The message sent to you/ delivered by me is: your choices are bad/ and you will not survive them as this world dies; you will too. Universities lead the way, it is a war against life and world, created by the fraud of money they counterfeited to take whatever they wanted; while media is constantly used to create the propaganda “of universities are god”. It is not so/ only Satan did they attain. Your thought is bad; your delusions about everything “university knows” is bad/ your path beyond self, as is required for love is bad/ your curse upon life and world assassinates your children. You cannot face your truth; and it is killing you with fantasy and failure and fool in charge. So while the evidence is “somewhat clear” even to you/ the reality of my work is human; and it is requiring that you read and think to understand. The constant o f human struggle; to know/ rather than to believe (which is far easier_)/ but a lie, almost always. Pride (I win) wants what it wants (mine, you can’t stop me), as does power (I am judge and jury too). Each fails life and world.

So, regardless of what you believe: the critical questions surround you, not me. And humanity screams: WE WANT WHAT WE WANT/ but the future, and every child is dead, every resource gone; and eternity will remember why: because your truth will survive, beyond your time.

How can this be so? Answer, every truth has a consequence, and every consequence is defined by what that truth is. So if your truth/ your participation; because you chose it: killed this earth/ or a child of GOD who would have been eternal if not for you. Truth will remember it, and you.

And the people say: gone is gone/ the corpse proves there is no tomorrow! And that is true; time ends, and the living body of life is merely thrown away. Because life has gone, to wherever truth lets it go. It is no different than the foundations of birth; which give you life, because truth allows it to be so. You know not where it came from; YOU certainly had all but nothing; to do with creating that life/ and you do not know where that life goes beyond death either. Simple and true/ unlike the sludge of human sewage that is evolution, the fantasy of fools.

Your arrogance is horrendous/ your apathy, the choice you made for separation (me, there is only me)/ and your disrespect for everything that has value; defies truth. The consequence for that is extinction/ and it will be so; unless you change truly. No going back.

And all the people say: UNFAIR/ I didn’t know, or I would have changed!

So the REAL GOD of life; has given you the “one last chance to know”, so that you can change/ or not, as is your decision to make/ your life to live/ and your own eternity to decide.  IT IS YOUR INTIMATELY PERSONAL DECISION:    CHOOSE! But no going back. Life or death; is not a game. The price for being WRONG, is high!

WHY me? I have absolutely no clue/ but then I am “just a messenger”/ delivering the mail.

But in contrast to that: is a long list of realities, that shaped the path I took/ controlled the work I did/ took over body to enforce “no more than this”/ limited options to achieve this is your only choice/ even once a “force field, on three sides” impeding my advance: when I said absolutely not to: (put on a bra). That refusal, was “not accepted”/ go back and do it: you no longer get a say. Could not take it off for 48 hours or so/ and at the end (burned it) of it; I knew the war was over. Life is controlled by “an invisible, electric fence” so to speak/ the result of: “changing places”; her way now/ when I refused to go on working for life. I was wrong; but Since, its no more than “basic survival” for me. BUT I caution you this: to blame anything on “life beyond time” is unjustified/ and cannot be quantified as true. NOBODY KNOWS, “what GOD will or won’t do”/ NOBODY. So to claim “its HIS will or not” is a tragedy of your own belief: STOP IT.

As for me: it may well be that I “died slightly” some decades back, “watched my own funeral/ until a part of me stood back up”. Have entered the spiritual world numerous times after that; and live somewhere in between time and truth of eternal life. Perhaps that is why/ or perhaps planned beyond me; I have absolutely no clue? No I cannot prove any of that/ it is simply my testimony to you. Your belief/ is your own: it is not mine. In simple terms: it is not a life of endless rewards, presenting me with everything I could want/ as most believe “heaven is”. It is life, and my most ardent desire has been: this entire world of life/ CANNOT die without a fight! It is certainly not as I expected the battle to be; but I am “just the messenger”. Who has done what the job demanded of me. YOUR JOB is to distribute the message. Mine was simply to learn how to present it; best I could. In cannot say, I expect a reward for that/ I have already been given life: why should there be more, to protect it from lies? Best I could; contrary to universities: knowledge has no real value unless you think for yourselves. Same is true of freedom/ it will only bring chaos: without order, discipline, and respect. While balance is required for justice, and truth for fair play.

yes I know: you won’t accept any of that.  But it is not my decision to make:  only the life I have lived.

SO, WHAT IS TRUE, of the spiritual world? “I, had a lovely time, of learning” before entering into the spiritual world of female. Twelve years of balanced work; after that, which aided us both; she is for women. But then my mom died and that summer I regretted not being able to do more; so I wanted to quit for awhile. Which became a war/ which ended with; “she is in charge now”. And there is not the slightest “give back” in that reality. So is this what is to be expected beyond time? Answer: truth is, that the spiritual world of female truth: IS NOT a place for male: so I did break their law by entering. That leaves me with: “prison I guess”/ I don’t know. But it is not something you can do/ I only wanted an answer for this world: which I did receive. Yes, I do understand: more women through history than can be counted have experienced this same thing. Yes, I do understand; they did not deserve it/ but neither did I: there was no choice; because the law did not protect them. SO, their truth does not allow for lawbreakers, and I cannot escape;  it is a very different reality than for you. She knows everything now; she can “read my mind, absolutely nothing is hidden”: about me; perhaps that is why? Truly, we are INTIMATELY connected now; but I still have no say of importance. Not my job to know why; I guess.

But I do not understand: it is spiritually, a female only world, and I cannot leave. Yes, I do know the level of ridicule that comes with that. Still can’t change it; utterly trapped. Would I choose differently; if time could go back? Yes I would; I would not refuse to work, and demand “time for me”; where everything changed. “its complicated”.

That entry point, spiritually female:  is “extremely hard to find”/ was blockaded immediately (a million ton rock) after I went through, and will never be used again. I do not know how this turns out????????? absolutely without a clue? Even so: nobody can measure a world, or its billions of life/ against a single life; it is what it is, and I am not sorry to have entered. Male and female are equal; but freedom fails me. Someday, whenever it is she is done too; I guess/ or at least I hope to be free? Yes I know: “you can laugh”. But you cannot survive without change. I have presented that need for change; but you need to think in order to understand: “too late/ is too late”; and life will be lost. So I ask only that you investigate for the truth, and identify the price for being wrong; as is fair. Even though your lies will be lost. Perhaps you, and this world;  might survive.

And the universities say: “he has proven himself a fool/ that lives in fantasy, and spreads delusion: we are gods”/ as is proven by media and government acceptance. We own your education system/ we own your world; and you get nothing, if you don’t believe what we say. As is the foundation of every universities decision: to mute all information except what they demand you memorize, mimic, and repeat. As with all cults: “same/ same”.

Nonetheless; it can be said: that everything about me is “foolish and blind”/ because it is not what the universities say or do. Are they not gods? How can the media be wrong; the whole herd follows? So acceptance is real: as is “fear/ believe/ obey”; as with covid/ continuing to spew, because being found false (not a pandemic) means they all owe you money, and more.

I AM NOT the choice for you to make; it is that simple/ and I need not be a distraction from the real world evidence that is your threats, surrounding us all. I am irrelevant, because I am not the enemy, nor friend, nor savior, nor leader, nor anything other than “the delivery man”. YOU ARE; able to think for yourselves; if propaganda does not invade you first.

To be fair with you: the search for “eternal life/ the beginning of Creation itself; where life arises”/ has led to failures. As is the first experience; of “finding an image in the sky”/ which after testing was considered to be a lie. But then “the image said”; those false teeth are not from GOD/ and I did not know how to respond. IS MY BODY MINE/ or is it a temple of GOD that I have violated with what is false? Truth was not yet solidified/ and I took those teeth out; “to be on the safe side”. But like every sacrifice: it was wrong/ I was wrong; and learned. BEFORE entering the spiritual world, EVERY ANSWER MUST BE MADE/ so there can be no wrong answers. the body is mine, every single part; just like your body is yours: there is no penalty for “changing it”/ other than what time allots. there is no safe place: truth decides/ you cannot hide from reality. there is no sacrifice to be made.  JESUS did that, and it will not be recognized, respected, or valued: it is your failure. Only my truth, based upon the evidence I accept as true; because reality is my evidence: is life. From that point on: I did well within the spiritual world that accepted me: because after a year or so of careful cleaning: the lies were gone.

So no: I am not “like you” exactly/ but I am not unlike you either. Just more determined, and I have been willing to “gamble it all” on life beyond time. I have chosen to learn, rather than want;  as is the summary of my living.

We are miracles: absolutely every part of life proves that is true. Absolutely nothing but thought can create a living body of life/ but it does use force to do so/ along with truths that cannot be denied to establish the path that is human, or any other species of living truth. None of that is evolution the religion of “university sewage”. As is proven by over 200 bones which make themselves/ grow themselves/ transport themselves to where they belong/ creating slick zones, where they hook together by lubricated joints with muscles and tendons and controls; each side the same; so you are balanced. Or blood itself too complex for universities to make/ or “a million miles of blood vessels” or a billion miles of brain tissues; all of it working together/ all of it giving you a choice. Only the most blatant of idiots, failures, and fools; would even dare to suggest this is anything but thought did this/ and yet the world follows the cursed, because they want what they want. Which is death and war and hate and stupidity; the universities way. Because we are surrounded by threats; the universities made. How dare you be so blind? “its media’s fault? Its government education fault? Its anyone’s fault but yours? NOT true, while they incite as hate does/ you still have to join the stampede.

So lets review: life is a gift, you did not create it/ you do not own it/ and when it leaves your body in death: that body is worthless and will be destroyed/ recycled. So it is the life that makes your body valued/ not your body that gives you life. The difference is, EVERYTHING of living, exists within your association with thought. Not a feeling, not a touch, not a vision, or word or movement or anything exists: without its true and real connection with how you think as an independent form of life. All things think (exist to understand freedom) to some degree. Therefore thought is life, and freedom is your choice to control that life by understanding: “the love or hate of it all”. Because every choice leans one direction or the other. With animals: “I want/ I want/ I want” in between as the middle ground. So truth offers: what then do you decide? Because the question is: are you worthy of truly being alive, even beyond time? Love makes life valued/ hate brings chaos and death: animals live in time, because they cannot choose beyond self. OR if you prefer, human exists as “one dimension”/ but animals exist as another; separated/ not same. But no matter how you view the truth of life: our relationship with it is: that we are born out of atoms, and we exist as atoms joined together; as a body called living. Which means thought is even more intricate than we can imagine.

Because like suggesting your car is nothing more than an accident/ or its all chaos joined together with nothing/ or it appeared “presto” out of nowhere; OR ANY OF THE REST evolution suggests for life. EVEN YOU, know that is just not so! And yet you are willing to believe: in the rotting corpse can still shit. Shame on you. “this looks like that” is NOT enough.

Thought is transient: it can go, where nothing else can/ it is, what nothing else will ever be/ you have no clue: not how it arises, or where it goes: and that makes life transient too. Because thought is not tied to your brain/ your brain is tied to your body: and operates that for you. Thought is your life, and your life leaves your body: where truth decides what will happen then.

What we know is force gives life (the freedom of existence)/ while thought gives life (the existence of choice). Truth designs the environment, and laws give it dimension. Force gives energy motion, or the ability to move; but energy is time (motion measured)/ while force is not time, but the influences which generate choice. Thought is not a body of time/ thought is a body of influences: and we live within those influences to determine the path we take beyond self; as is into eternity: when truth decides for you.

But not a single one is “god” of their own life/ and none can make a dimension capable of sustaining the existence of their own thought, or its forces. So we must be invited: and I tell you true, ONLY LOVE IS INVITED. Because reality knows; nothing else is worth the price of being eternal. “everything else: will die” one way or another.

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Jim Osterbur
REALITY PROVES: YOU CANNOT BUILD LIFE "ONE PIECE AT A TIME"/ got a heart, you need blood; and everything else. ONLY THOUGHT can build life; "miracle/ not chaos"! Life shares its moments with time; but only truth shares its existence with eternity. Without love, life dies and eternity fades away. But every miracle of life as is every life without exception proves love. Jesus proves love, and invites those who do love into eternity; by their decision to respect: I accept. Not because of religion; but the evidence of love in both miracles and the choice he made to identify we do have a choice: to love/ or to hate. everything in between that is merely want; and want is behaviors "of an animal". I did do, what I did do; for life and world/ everything else is up to you. THE EVIDENCE OF OUR WORLD; demands, we will go extinct without true change. "This site" conceives of REDRESS, our first amendment legal right to decide for ourselves/ as the solution we need to investigate, and prove what is true. BEFORE it is simply too late now.

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